You talk it, I live it

So I have a cousin. Her name is Patty. Patty & I are second cousins, and we’ve always been really close, even tho she moved out of Miami to Naples when I was little. We’ve always clashed for some reason, but she moved to Miami & things got worst. We’d go to the gym together everyday & it was fine… But chillin with her so much I started to realize that she’d always try bringing me down. She knows I have a low self esteem & that I get hurt easily. I personally think that no matter what, my cousin is beautiful, but she’d always make fun of me. Of my nose, my body, everything… It was strange to me that just recently she had been trying to bring me down so much. I didn’t get it? I mean she always had her fuckbuddies, and she was confident & all. But then her bestfriend & I would both chill with her & party & we noticed that she would give us bad faces when getting ready. Long story short, she would make fun of our imperfections she’d be like “Astrid, you have no boobs” “Nicole, you have a huge nose & no ass”… Stupid shit like that & this weekend we got into an argument & she admitted that he didn’t wanna hang out with Astrid (her bestfriend) and I, because we “stole her guys” …. WTF….. Idk I just needed to let this out. It’s so immature. She’s 20 & doesn’t wanna hang out with me anymore cus of this? Fuck it